i know i know it’s been forever and a day since i’ve updated. work is slowly draining the life out of me.
anyways, if you couldn’t tell from my last few posts, my boyfriend did some major boundary crossing and it set me back in my recovery a great deal and it’s set our relationship back. since then we’ve been to therapy and taking things extremely slow. he’s already made a formal apology and is going to live sober from now on, but i’ve yet to forgive him. it’s still hard to think about/deal with.
i still have strange men who come into my store and enter my space all the time, but at least i’ve learned to work through the panic attacks!!! right? idk it’s hell when i have to close still so..
in happier news,
i’m getting my very first tattoo tomorrow and i’m so incredibly anxious/scared and i’m also so very excited! it’s going to pt 1 of 2 and pt 1 will broadcast my love of knitting and pt 2 will broadcast my love of baking. I can not wait!!!
After these two heal up i’m getting my survivor tattoo with J and oh man y’all!!!